happy post number 90

well, it's my ninetieth post. i remember when i first started this blog. it was supposed to be my media/writing blog, where i would post poetry, lyrics, and stories.
look how far that went. this blog turned into my mouthpiece, where i would complain endlessly about life and lies and romance.
that's a lovely change.
not.
...i had a bad day today. i found out that my grade severly suffered in media. why is it that it's always media?! why can't it be a normal class, like math?! DX
i wanna go to the movies. i've been trying to go to the damn movies (oh, please excuse my french) for about the last three weeks.
it's ridiculous, really.
today. school.
yeah, biology's the same, french was stupid, newspaper was boring, and media was torture.
i need to listen to some imogen heap.
you do to too.
i suggest starting with 'headlock' or 'just for now'. they're both really good songs.
i'm going to become an official lyricist over the summer. that's exciting. i'm really excited about what's going down.
yay.
my stomach hurts. Px and i have to swim tomorrow. i dont wanna.
do you think it will rain?
...i hope so.
well, i saw tyler today.
ooh.
i think i should mention him here.
tyler. blonde haired, blue eyed, rocker that has stolen my heart.
idiot.
he's a really cool guy, but he's an idiot.
why do i always like the idiots?
maybe to balance out my geniousity?
idk.
-shakes head- media update.
chaos and conflict: i am editing at such a slow pace that the snails in my front yard can probably type faster.
corrupt a wish: i'm actually writing in it.
oh, and btw, i found the original manuscript. that was awesome.
i'm working on the script for our end of the year movie. it's gonna be bomb.
alright, i'm off.
-angie

well well well

I'm back~! I know none of you missed me, due the lack of comments on my blog.
It makes me feel unloved. XD
Anyways, I am a terrible spender. I spent 92 dollars on the most random crap...
anyways, i'll talk about my horrible week later.
i'm tired.
ily.
-Angie

stupid.

guitar strums floating
chords that go unknown
in my mind
i replay the summer that
belonged to you and i

thunder clouds
stormy eyes
i look at you
with such demise
a simple phrase
left unsaid
worlds away

life is a magical, stupid, thing
and i am finally crumbling
under your gaze
God, i wish this was a phase
a fad i'm going through

because i swore
i would never
fall in love again
as you fall in step with me
our voices blend
in harmony
as we sing
some old words you wrote
on a summer day

doors slam
preachers preach
here i am
a disgruntled heap
waiting for a call that
never came
and instead was given a one-way
plane...

ticket punched
i take a seat
headed to a
place in my dreams
paris lights
beautiful fright
as you tap my shoulder
with a smile, you walk me
down that aisle
a simple phrase left unsaid
slips from your mouth
life a perfect day

life isn't so stupid anymore.
---
...
yeah.
-angie

poetry never comes from happiness

the edge of time
i wish you were mine
you take the pain
and shower me with rain
falling
falling
falling
down.
you let me down.
you eventually drowned
in black and white white dreams
you dreamt (i know that's not a real world, but you'll have to deal with it)
in technicolor days
i spent (life is such a stupid magical thing)
influence
ignorance
it all looks the same
you left a hole that cannot
be replaced*

-
does mended sound better?
*_*
-Angie

kill the messenger//jack's mannequin.
Just. Go. Listen.
<3

i like a guy who's a complete idiot. maybe that's why i like him so much. i wish i could walk up and say hi without feeling out of place, but that's something that isnt happening soon. he has amazing eyes...ocean eyes. but i cant see those eyes anymore. he's gone and i never got say goodbye

february air

i am so freaking tired. it's 10:17. i should be asleep right now.
but haha, i'm not.
so i'm up, on the computer, on facebook.
i have no life whatsoever. that makes me feel overwhelmingly pathetic.
my back hurts.
ow.
anyways, enjoy this awesome song.
i am in love with LiGHTS right now. current writing muse. wait, i can't write yet, so i guess current muse in general.

you will be happy.
...
yeah.
as i said, i'm tired.
i got a tumblr though. whoohoo.
perfectionisacrime.tumblr.com
<3
-Angie