veracruz.

i'm blogging from veracruz, mexico. hurrah. i'm still alive, fortunatly. i'm currently grabbing some sparknotes, bad me. whatever. i need to finish all my homework. oh, and alice has my geometry book. so I'll probably tackle her as soon as i come back to school. bye.

guess my winter break is almost here.

well. thursday is almost here. that's when I pack up and hit the road. Off to Mexico!
...
sigh.
I don't want to go this year. I had lots of invites to hang out over break...and I can't go. And I have no new DS game to play and beat over break. During Thanksgiving I beat Kingdom Hearts 358/2. Now I have nothing. Unless I want to drill through The World Ends With You again...but I don't plan on doing that anytime soon unless a sequel is for sure coming.
Sigh. I might just get the new Final Fantasy game for the Wii for the heck of it. It looks pretty cool.
I know there isn't a lot of gamers that read my blog, but if there is one...any good games I should immediately rent?
LOL. Anyways, any of you going to Christmas Tree Lane or already went? I've never been there and probably will never go. What a bore.
My eye is hurting. I have no clue why.
Oh. Remember Alice in Manhattan, a couple posts back? Well...I'm continuing it on fanfiction.net/~rawkstarvienna.
It's where I can actually write. LOL. I also have a new story, remember Talisman? It's either that or Vienna Amaraylis (see my blog California Royalty for that) I'm entering to the Scholastic Art and Writing Competition. If I win, either book will be published. I'm so freaking excited I could make a random song out of it. *SNL Taylor Swift Monologue Ref*
...
okay. Done rambling. I gotta write! :D
ciao!
-Angie

i just wish...

that this freaking headache could shut up and die.
I'm currently reading 'The Immortals' Series by Alyson Noel *E with an umlaut* I finally gave in, Leandra! xD
I'm currently STILL waiting for Hourglass by...I forgot her name but it's book three in the Evernight Series. For some odd reason Evernight reminds me of Vampire Knight, a manga. Well, both are set in creepy gothic like boarding schools, and both have a class full of vamps. And both heroines are just plain stupid. OMG. And the love interests ARE BOTH FREAKING VAMPIRE HUNTERS!
...this is sort of terrifying.
Anyways. I'll tell you about my Saturday, today.
I woke up at seven to watch cartoons. Oh yes. I was home-alone most of today, at eight my aunt went to work. After my 30 minute cartoon I popped Gossip Girl, Season 2 into my DVD player and let it roll until about 10. That's when my brother, Alejandro for future posts, finally woke up. He was thirsty so I had to make a jar of iced tea so he could stop whining. Then we both sat down and watched TV. At about 1 I started cleaning the house, being the lazy person I am. OMG. I totally forgot to take my medicine. CRAP. I should go do that before my parents get home and eat me...
ugh.
I am so bored. And to top all that off, I still have Geometry homework to do. And I DONT WANNA.
Oh. Since I started with the topic about vamp books, let me tell you about something.
The Immortals, book one; Evermore: I am so mad at Ever right now. OMG. She's like a wannabe Bella, but has more depth. It's weird. It's annoying how they do whatever they say. And what's up with Damen being such a player?!
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I've been reading Manga again, for all you non-manga geeks, it's Japanese comic. And I love it. It's amazing. My favorites right now are Vampire Knight and Ouran High School Host Club. Millennium Snow, I might read in the future.
But I get annoyed about how everyone is so vampire centric at the moment. There are still good muses out there! YOU DO NOT NEED TO WRITE ABOUT VAMPIRES AND WEREWOLVES TO GET ATTENTION!
I mean, Robin Jones Gunn, she's amazing. I totally forgot about her until I got an email from her site. I need to start reading Christy Miller again. Then there was Vienna Prelude...I totally never got to finish that.
Stupid library.
I have to go and revive my lost book collection.
...did you notice I have no intention in finishing my homework?
Ciao, I know I'm amazing.
-Angie
PS: I'm watching Gossip Girl before reviving books. LOL

today is thursday.

I woke up today, wanting it to snow. Really bad. But no.
Oh and Laura to answer your question about how cold it has to be for me to complain: 28 degrees. That was how cold it was this week.
I have an A in Geometry! Go me! And I have no plans for the weekend, so I'll end up calling someone up. Be ready to answer your phones.
I'm bored. I get bored easily, and that makes me very sad. So I'm going to go off and watch Gossip Girl. I got the Second Season DVD Set! :D How lucky am I?
Thank you God!
...
Oh, at school they're selling 'holiday' grams. I'm not sure if I'm going to buy one...they DO have mistletoe though...
ciao!
-Angie

rainy monday.

Today is Monday, December 7th.
It was a rare good day. Besides that freaking degree drop. It's freezing outside.
I'm painting my room, it's gray right now. The second coat of paint comes on today. I'm so excited, I'm already planning all the new stuff I'm adding.
Anyways, at school today I was walking towards my Biology class to find my friend Stephanie being tackled by her sophomore sister. It was like 'WTF?!'
I had to break up their 'fake' fight. LOL
After Bio I went to French, fearing the skit we were supposed to perform. But we didn't so we're doing it on Wednesday. YAY!
In Newspaper I barley avoided turning in a paragraph I sadly didn't do. I'm working on that as I type this. See, I can multitask.
Did you know that Owl City is amazing? I really love Adam's music. He amazes me.
...xD
MEDIA UPDATE!
New Series, Talisman Chronicles.
This a series about teen that just can not decide for themselves anymore. Six teens, three of them are contract assassins, one of them is a detective, and the other two are oblivious to the warzone that Los Angeles High has become.
I'm excited for this! I'm posting it on fictionpress.net.
It's a really cool site, you should check it out.
Okay, I got to bounce. Have homework to do.
Ciao!
-Angie

and i won't go home without you

too bad I already did.
well, I've started to write again, miracle of all miracles. I had an Alice in Wonderland book review due this week and one of the questions was to write a short story involving the main cast. I thought this was the best assignment ever. In this history of freaking EVER.
So I'll post my story here and on liveJournal. I need everyone to read it. lol
I'm back from New Mexico, and if you read my last post you realized that I epically fail at spelling. Is epically even a word? Firefox's spell check isn't picking it up...
Hmm. My day at school today was rather unexciting. I received the homework of the centuray, well that's what I get for not going on Monday. I was sick...pretty much coughing up my guts. Wonderful.
Okay, here's Alice in Manhattan
This story is titled ‘Alice in Manhattan’. Only the major characters are included because most the characters in the original ‘Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland’ aren’t that important.
Manhattan Island, New York. A city located in the middle of one of the largest metropolitan area in the United States. Here is a concrete jungle, swarmed with fashion mavens, tech wizards, rich kids, beggars, business people, and the average passerby. The streets are overpopulated with yellow taxis, carrying their passengers towards a similar destination. A blonde haired, blue eyed teen rode one of those yellow cabs, sailing towards her home.
Her name is Alice Liddell and this is her story.
Age 16, a sophomore at Manhattan Prep Academy, Alice Liddell was a girl that seemed to have everything. Alice was the youngest out of her four siblings and usually got away with anything. She excelled in math and maps but was usually marked down for her conduct. Alice usually blurts things out at the wrong time, causing her a load of unwanted trouble.
‘But I’m not going to mess up this time.’ Alice thought as the streets of New York passed her by. Everything in New York, according to Alice, was the same making it rather boring and plain. Alice’s life was dreadfully boring and the teen yearned for the days back in England at her family’s summer home. Her life had become like a bad movie and it will always be like that. Alice’s opinion on her life quickly changed when she saw a white haired teen sprinting through Fifth Avenue.
Alice hastily fixed her skirt, tugging it down and looked at the cabman.
“Drop me off here! Keep the change!” Alice slammed a crisp twenty dollar bill on the taxi’s dashboard and flew out. “Curious and curiouser!” Alice exclaimed, using her old phrase, as she ran after the boy she had seen. She clutched her jacket as her leather boots hits the cracked pavement. She knew she had to catch up; it was a matter of life or death.
‘Maybe not,’ Alice decided as she slowed down, huffing and puffing. The boy, roughly about fifteen, leaped on the busy streets, gracefully maneuvering himself though the swarm. He sported a white button down, gray jeans, and over that a fire engine red trench coat. His hair was abnormally white to go with his deadly pale skin. Alice thought that his entire outfit was simply ridiculous. No one work red when they were extremely pale, it was simply not right.
“I mustn’t be late, I mustn’t be late.” The teen chanted, checking his wristwatch every other second. Alice tiredly stopped to catch her breath. The boy cut a corner and disappeared into a dark alleyway.
“How odd,” Alice fixed her gaze on the dark depths, and made her way towards the alley. With a sigh, Alice turned her back on the alley and decided that it would be best to go home. LAST time she followed a stranger she ended up in another universe.
Alice walked back to Fifth Avenue, passing by the designer boutiques until she found a bus stop. She would have to wait. Alice sat down, crossing her legs like Guinevere, her older sister, would have and sighed.
“Well, what a pretty lass.”
Alice yelped and turned around, to see a scruffy looking teen with dark orange hair that spiked up under his forest green top hat. He had striking green eyes that brought out his fair complexion. He wore black jeans, an emerald green coat, and leather boots.
“Who are you?” Alice demanded, crossing her arms, jumping up. The stranger laughed.
“My name, you ask? Everyone calls me the Mad Hatter.” The Hatter smirked, and Alice’s eyes widened.
“I know you.”
“As do I, milady.”
Alice took a step back; she could see the bus arriving from the corner of her eye. She shook her head, disbelief in her eyes.
“That’s preposterous! Unbelievable! I was seven! It was a DREAM.” Alice emphasized ‘dream’ by shaking her hands.
The hatter shrugged. “How do you judge a dream from reality? You claim to know me but deny your visit into our realm?” He took a step towards Alice, who shook involuntarily.
“Why are you…different from the last time I saw you?” Alice was about to say how attractive he was but kept her mouth shut.
“We can choose how to manifest ourselves in this realm. Your friend, the White Rabbit was the boy you were chasing all over Fifth Avenue.” The hatter popped a stick of gum and began to chew.
Alice noticed this immediately.
“What happened to tea?”
The Hatter looked at Alice somberly. “Addiction got replaced.”
Alice took the Hatter’s calloused hand on impulse. “I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be.” The Hatter looked at Alice with a distant stare, and let go. “I should leave. The Duchess and Queen of Hearts are off shopping and they might go over our limit.”
The Hatter prepared to leave, until Alice took his forearm.
In that moment, time seemed to melt. Alice knew her bus had left, but that wasn’t all. New York seemed to slow, each person dissolving into each other, leaving only a mess of gray sleet, like the one that was falling down on them.
“It was nice seeing you again.” Time went back to normal.
“It was fun. We should meet up some other time.”
Alice let go and watched the Hatter disappear into the crowd. Her heart felt a tinge of regret. Time doesn’t exist in the Hatter’s world.
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How was that?
Rate it, even if you hate it (: Don't you just love WhattheBuck?! ;D
ciao!
-Angie
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PS: I'm now on MSN! :D You can contact me at viennaroxanne@hotmail.com.
PEACE

well. im in the middle of new mexico. i think im about 8Oish miles away from albaquerque or howevr u spell it...oh. wait. i lied. I AM IN ALBEQURQUE! BEWARE!!!! xD im excited. too bad i have to write a paper while im here 4 english. crap. not fair! who watched the american music awards? u know i did! ^^ ciao -angie

look in the mirror, who do you see? i hope it's not me.

sighh. good ol' media production. don't you just love a class where the teacher hides a hatchet in his hair?
if you're not taking this class, you will not get it.
okay, so i've been in a writing mood lately, and a drawing mood. really, who knows where my life is headed, it's sooo disorientating. *which is my new favorite word. oh yes* if you go to school with me then you probably have already heard about my catastrophic C in Media Production. I raised most of my grades up, and lowered that one. lovely, huh?
i have a reading issue though. yes, a reading issue, this coming from the girl who has about six books in her backpack at the moment. i have nothing to read. most of the series I'm reading are either:
A) Over
B) next book is coming out in 2010
C) Just plain annoying me.
The series that got a C from me was Private by Kate Brian. Ambition was 300 pages of pure and raw angst. Here is my answer for you Reed. If you hadn't been recorded by Sabine at Legacy, nothing wouldn't have happened and your life would be wonderful and stupid again!
I personally liked the end of Suspicion. Kate Brian proved that she could right 290 pages of pure amazingness. Reed goes psycho so that was a plus!
I just got another movie idea, listen up.
Chasing Blue
Tagline: One Girl. Two Guys. Three Dreams.
Meet Amelie Nyx, daughter of highly influential Hayden Nyx, yearns to become a whole different person after a tragic summer.
Lucas Meran, blue haired rebellious teen meets Amelie, and hopelessly falls heads over heels for the high society orange haired girl.
Zachary Spruce: He's a blond haired, purple eyed teen with a attitude problem. If he gets kicked out of his fancy boarding school, he's off to boot camp. His twin, Zoe Spruce attempts to save him from his pre-destined fate.
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Really, in general these three teens have nothing to do with each other. xD
Well, I'm off. I have a series of books to find.
ciao!
-Angie

are you there? are you there? or are you just decoy dream, in my head?

am I home? or am i simply tumbling all alone?
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on the wing, owl city. I adore them. lol
anyways, i just failed mother trucking media production. go me. i don't give a rat's butt though. i BLAME MY TEAM.
oh yes. I am blaming others.
when I know I was a total *looks for word that stands for something else* can't find something that's not a cuss word
dang.
uh, bye.
ciao, have homework to do.
-angie

it's about time

no, that was not a pun to the science olympiad event.
or was it?
sigh, i promised a nice lengthy post about where the heck i've been. on october 31st I turned one year older, so that was nice.
eh. sorta. my family's very...interesting right now.
i'm on a full blown freeway to failure land in media production, all thanks to my good for nothing team mates.
they will not see tomorrow without whatever they promised to bring.
...
anyways, i started reading manga again. i began with death note because i'm all caught up with ouran high school host club...poor L in death note. can't believe he dies. do you not realize how terrible that is?
*coughs*
i feel like crap, and i blame media. tomorrow, thank God it's friday. i'm going to be lazyy and work on my reports for english, and play kingdom hearts 358/2. i'm on day 258. i will never ever ever finish the game if i dont get past day 258. it's terrible. not even joking.
well, i'm currently reading 'glass' by ellen hopkins, who is one of my favorite authors. i really recommend her if your mature enough to handle the themes she deals with. either way, amazing writing style. i'm also reading alice's adventures in wonderland, by lewis carrol. it's an insane book, everyone's crazy but i love the writing. so english! lol. i'm also reading about my TV role model in the directing business, rod serling! if you don't know who rod serling is, how dare you. he's the guy who made up the late 50's - early 60's show, 'the twilight zone'. i love that series.
well. it's time for the media update:
chaos and conflict: re-writing for the gazillionth time. its over 140 pages now. way over.
corrupt a wish/lost in paradise: i cant find the original manuscript. life just ended.
flawless: on hold.
any fan fiction: on Fanfiction.net you shall receive info.
random stories like Unsure and Unpredictable: I will talk about these two in a bit.
-On Unsure/Inevitable (I like inevitable way better but it wouldn't go with the starting with a 'u' thing) and Unpredictable:
These two stories follow the narrative of Angie Starr and Sabrina Rose, two teens that grew up together and fell out during their sophomore year in high school. Both fled to opposite sides of the country, Starr finding her place in Hollywood's entertainment field and Rose finding her spot in New York's vicious fashion world. Both refuse to mention the situation that seperated until given the final verdict: To continue filming on location, Starr and Rose must make up and get over the bridge unless they want their careers to end. So both powerhouses begin the long road of reconcilation, but they say that it's easier to take a short cut...
will these two titans ever see each other the same way again?
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i was thinking about this when i was thinking of my own friend problems, these two books are dedicated to all the Angies/Sabrinas out there who had a huge issue with a friend and ended an amazing friendship.
And Sydney, yes, I just used Rose as a last name. Whatcha gonna do about it? LOL just kidding. if you don't want me using 'Rose' tell me, kay?
Well, that's all from me. I have pictures to find.
Ciao!
-Angie

blogging from bio. i shall post a long account of my day. Later

finally home. Time to work on my wonderful nuclear warfare documentary

hello thereee! okay so you're all probably wondering what we're doing for my birthday. we're gonna head to sierra vista from 11 to 4. we're brunching @ whatever resturant we find. LOL we'll be paying that. Then we're off to the movies where you get to pay your ticket! Finally we're going to hang at the mall. see you in 6 days! ciao! -angie ps: my wish list will be posted ;)

in addition to the previous posts: i'm really mad at the moment, ugh. i mean what kind of guy leads a girl on like that...? oh well.

love is fake. dang.

finished drawing. yay! im in newspaper, fun.

im blogging from my 2nd period biology class, supposed to be working on my cell growth hw. oh well. CCS homecoming today, if you're lucky you might see me there ;D ciao! -angie

not that I care or anything.

Calling;;Elaborate rhythms and broad-spanning vocals drive this track ever upwards, as if climbing the stairway to some new and unseen paradise.
phone's under house arrest. until tomorrow. can't find it though, ugh. I have to find it so I can update my blogger from everyfreakingwhere.
LOL
anyways, not a lot has happened, talked to my 'rents about my party and we're gonna go see 'The Box' at Sierra Vista and head over to the Anime Convention! How fun!
That's why I need everyone to bring something anime. rotfl.
I'm inviting people from diff places so if you have a problem with that tell me now, so drop me a email or IM.
kay?
i'm even on freaking Twitter so there you go.
media update: working chill out.
my hair's super wet.
hahahahahahahahahaha.
i'm so lazy it's sad. so starting tomorrow I'm gonna start working, new Angie heading your way!
...tomorrow.
LOL
ciao!
-angie

i must be eeeeeeemo.

that's from the emo song, search it up on youtube, it'll make you laugh.
have you heard of Fang by James Patterson? It continues the story of Maximum Ride and gang.
Fang's gonna die.
Charming huh? The cover was released a couple of days ago and if you haven't seen it, click here. It sounds like an amazing book, I can't wait for March 10th.
Anyhow, any of you heard of History Day? It's like the History version of Science Fair. XD
Pretty tight actually. Hee-hee.
Media Update: Working on whatever I mentioned the last time I wrote this.
E-Vite being sent, barely. Will do something for birthday. Just don't know yet, what do you think, paintball? ;D
Ciao,
-Angie

waiting for the sun to go down.

really; i can't wait for it to come down on me.
i'm waiting for my copy of 'the van alen legacy' by melissa de la cruz, oh joy. english is evil and my p.e. grade is about to die, wonderful huh? WHO GIVES A CRAP ABOUT PE
universities are not looking at your stupid physical education grade anyways.
sigh.
not having a sleepover this year sadly. oh well. big whoop. i don't even want to celebrate my birthday anymore.
i'm typing this from my black new laptop.
okay.
i'm done rambling.
ciao
-angie

my memento mori tattoo's gone D:

I had a super awesome pen tattoo on my wrist with 'Memento Mori' on it. As soon as I turn eighteen I want that somewhere on my hand. LOL
I CUT MY HAIR. Oh yeah.
I have bangs. It's insane because they're honest to goodness bangs. Never had them before in my lifetime. I'll upload a picture AYSAP. So I was a school today (no, duh?!) and it was so nerve-wracking. Until everyone saw my hair and loved it. >_> I was like:
Me: You like my hair?!
Random Friend #1: Totally! It's so pretty!
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Every conversation I had went like that.
Ugh. Oh and my hair bff Cameron and Pedro (Cam's a girl) from Supercuts thought my hair was soooo amazing. They looked at my hair like they've never seen healthy hair.
xD
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Media Update: Withdrawing Chaos and Conflict. Working on Hawthorne Hawkins. Looking Up Some Tri-Pods for my Video Camera. Getting Batteries for my camera.

Okay. I think I'm done rambling for today ^^
Twenty-three more days bay-be! LOL
Ciao!
-Angie

silver razrs, purple headphones, and checkered rings

yay. i love my accessories.
so today I'm working on some late biology homework, late geometry homework, and some english homework.
How exciting.
Not. But that's not the point of this entry. I just wanted to vent on a issue that's been annoying the crap outta me.
Does anyone know the real reason I never take of my checkered ring?
It's like my temporary purity ring. My current one is still being fixed >.>
But yeah, I never take it off and I wear it on my right hand because my left hand is too fat *eye roll here*
But yeah. I love my checkered ring, it's like I wear it with everything, even zebra print.
That was extremely hard pulling off.
Wait. That wasn't the issue that was annoying me. *dies*
The real issue that's annoying me is people who you used to know. I mean you used to talk a lot, be friends, hang out, whatever. Insert whatever you want here. Then poof. Life happens and bam. You guys barely see each other and when you do it's like the other person is avoiding you. I mean, it feels like crap being avoided. Or ignored. Or when the other person just doesn't care anymore and is caught up with their new life and has decided to leave it all behind.
I don't know if it's just me, but eh.

Media Update: Fixing final stuff on Chaos and Conflict, sending today.
Evite for my fourteenth birthday bash: Working on as I type and procrastinate.
Just got my grades: All A's except Geometry, which is a B, and English, a C.
WHO CARES?! I got a 3.58 GPA! WHOOHOO!
That is an all time low for me. LOL
Okay. I'm done complaining.
I love you if you're reading this.
Ciao!
-Angie

LAZYNESS.

I usually don't CAPS all my letters but it's true. I got lazy and forgot about my blog. Actually I was going to update regularly but...life happened. Ugh. I can't even write D:
Well, update about media.
Chaos and Conflict: FINALLY FOUND IT! ;D Yay! Now it's ready to read, so if I told you that I was going to send you 2nd version, expect it soon.
Corrupt A Wish: On hiatus. I has major writer's block.
Flawless: Also on hiatus.
Hawthorne Hawkins Projects: Not happening. Get Reel Film Festival will go on without me. *Read why later on.
Headphones: Hee-hee. They're super cool.
Anyways.
*I'm not in the Get Reel Film Festival because of loads of crap that happened in my life, the major homework, and my grades. They're scaring me.
I'm so lazy that I make myself sad. I wanna get into UCLA but if I continue this laziness I will never get in.
*shot*
Okay. Deep breaths.
Here's a random poem I wrote:
She's from California, city of angels, ironic enough

Are you sure about that?

He's so sure that he's gonna come back

What if you can't make her believe that?

Gossip queens and eco-awareness

She doesn't know when to stop

Cup of joe, angel feathers.

This story is getting twisted now

Lacey lies and moving rides.

Really, when's the fairytale over?

Life happens.
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This was random.
Okay. I'm out for right now.
I wanna see my BFF's. But I can't till my birthday.
IN TWENTY SIX DAYS.
Get ready, we're going off to Blackbeard's.
Probably. Theme's anime. Bring something anime life ^^
Ciao!
-Angie

you can now buy death

media production will never be the same.
nuff said.
Flawless the super awesome script is being held off. I just got a new project for me to work on so don't expect that to pop up anytime soon.
New project is called the 'Hawthorn Hawkins Project'.
It's a short film, I'm entering the Get Reel Film Festival ^.^
I'm sooo excited.
Well. I got to go, I have homework to do (:
Ciao!
-Angie

rawrrr. time to go find some headphones.

yeshh! i am vice president of our french club.
this is an amazing honor. lol.
but our float for homecoming is going to be freaking epic; it's dress up like your favorite video game character!
i have to go find some purple headphones; IF YOU FIND SOME, CALL ME!
seriously. i need some if my outfit is going to work.
anyways, i love you rachel, rachel, susannah, and ali.
i got to see the CCS crew today and had loads of fun during volleyball practices ;D
it was hilarious.
...hahaha.
anyways; i have to go, this was just super quick. im probably going to die tomorrow.
whoo!
ciao!
-angie.
PS: I'm serious about those headphones.

see that line, i should've never crossed it.

yay relient k!
so i'm going on with my usual routine of:
wake up at six oh five.
get dressed.
eat breakfast.
brush teeth.
the works.
i'm not going to bore you.
cause i'm bored of my life already.
it's like a movie you've watched more than three times.
soooo....
unoriginal.
then, volia! came a crossroad.
i stared long and hard at that stupid fork in the road.
i guessed on which way to go and bam, i'm where i am today.
i had a choice from law to writing.
guess what I chose?
i think i have a future in the visual arts, aka direction and film and blah.
too bad i don't have time to finish my script; i'm still working on Flawless.
oh, yeah; i took the 'at fifteen' part.
i think Flawless sounds way cooler.
anyways, i was flipping through my September issue of Elle -record scratch- EXCUSE me Madam Fremming; Septembre issue of Elle. See, I'm learning French!
sorry, back on subject; flipping through that issue when i found something.
I FOUND A FLYER.
the flyer announced a film festival happening in fresno this year; and i was so psyched. i mean, i had been looking for an opportunity like this...but the thing is, i didn't put that flyer there.
well, stupid crossroad, you're not so stupid anymore.
along with J-Pop.
okay. i'm done rambling.
sydney ROSE *seriously, why? xD* HOW'D YOU FIND OUT ABOUT OWL CITY?! HOWWWWW!!!!
see; i was one of the first hoot owls, followers of Owl City.
Now everyone loves them >_> that gets annoying
NO OFFENSE TO NEW LOVERS OF OWL CITY.
it's just you feel so special, unique that you know a certain band and like them and suddenly they go mainstream and poof. everyone loves them.
it feels disappointing because its like a fatty wall just blocked you out.
same thing with store brands; like my favorite pac sun.
i had always complained about how under advertised Pac Sun was and now I'm totally regretting that -_-
oh well.
PS: You should read Ouran High School Host Club; it's an amazing manga. It's also an anime if you don't do reading.
lol.
see you tomorrow CCS crew!
love you all!
ciao!
-Angie

is giving up, giving up slowly.

Not really; sorry. Relient K is becoming more of my thing now. LOL
Except that their new albums are just...
disappointing.
I really liked Mmhmm. One of my faves (besides Five Score)
I am just so in love with Matt Theissen. Sigh.
Anyways.
On with the blog.
I have to finish bio homework, and check if I have all my stuff ready for tomorrow.
THEN HELLO LA!
Whee!
I'm trying to convince my media production team to like, go to LA to film on location for our movie.
Haha I wish.
I have not a lot of words to say; except that Cold by Crossfade and Simple and Clean by Utada Hikaru have been stuck in my head for a bit.
It's all your fault Rachel! xD
ciao!
-Angie

caffiene in my blood stream

coffee is delicious; especially as you play The World Ends With You, the characters can buy so much coffee...you just want some after playing.
Besides that.
I SHOULD be doing the following:
Biology homework that's due tomorrow.
French homework that's due tomorrow (and search up how to play Go Fish; yeah, I'm that pathetic)
Look Through my Elle Magazine for Newspaper Production.
Hide during Eight Period.
Hurrah!
But instead of any of those, I'm writing some fan-fics, posting a blog, and remembering my Suddenly Darling username <_<
Just so YOU know, I was one of the Original Hoot Owls, aka people who listened to Owl City BEFORE Ocean Eyes came out.
WORD.
Anyways...
MEDIA UPDATE :D
See, I even added a smilie!
All the Projects mentioned last post: SAME STATUS
NEW PROJECT:
Ashley and I are working on an anime for fun. 'bout VMK. We need voice actors. rotfl.
ciao!
-Angie

it was a day like any other

I feel terrible after I read what I posted last.
but what are blogs for?
I talked about my issues with my parents, well my mom and she gets it. I feel a little better now.
I'm praying again; a while ago I had stopped completely, and that I think really hurt my relationship with God.
I'm getting better.
I can see the light.
But my grades will have to suffer for a little more.
Oh well.
I finished my report today. I'm so happy.
Anyways...Media Update:
Corrupt A Wish: Finally finished Chapter Two. Hurrah.
Flawless at Fifteen: Might get another title change. lol. Anyways; haven't worked a lot on this D:
Chaos and Conflict: Movie script getting ready. Whee.

Yay.
ciao
-Angie

sometimes perfection can be perfect hell

Well, the last word in that wonderful sentence might not fly well with people. So too bad.
I feel terrible. I've called my dad things I don't regret now, but will regret in the long run. Well; I've said them in my head.
My mom thinks I'm emo.
I think I'm emo
My life is too problematic, and I'm just thirteen.
Normal thirteen year olds don't go through all the stuff I'm going through now.
I feel like I'm a waste of space, I keep asking myself, 'Why am I trying so hard to be perfect? I'm not.'
Sometimes I keep pushing myself to reach my goals. It's hard keeping up with homework; I haven't checked my grades but it'll be a freaking miracle if any of them are a 'B'.
I think I might transfer. I'm really leaning towards it.
Then again I'm leaning towards many things.
When I look at myself and look at my classmates, I see two major differences. Waist. I'm fat when I stand next to any of them. This makes me consider going anorexic or not eating at all.
But I keep telling myself that I can't do that; that I won't let myself throw away my life like that.
I've cried twice today. I cried once yesterday. This pain is too much for me to bear.
Not even music can handle it.
Everyone tells me the same thing, 'Pray to God'.
I do pray. But sometimes I wonder if my prayers have reception.
I keep looking everywhere I go, searching for a distraction. Writing was my distraction until my laptop died. I don't know where to turn to so I turned towards blogging.
And Jack's Mannequin. Andrew's vocals are so hurt, bruised, but the tempo and final lines give me hope. Light in a labyrinth.
Sigh.
I know God's somewhere up there. He's watching over me, He put me on this earth for some reason that I probably will never know so I can't destroy what He made.
...
hmm.
I hate school. I'm going to go and finish my report.
ciao, i guess.
-angie.

I said hey hey hey We're all gonna die Hey hey hey We're all gonna die We're all gonna die someday

Hey Hey Hey, We're All Going To Die.
Seriously; I'm sick and it's school day.
Ugh.
-shot-
Anyways...
cough. I got to go, Animal Farm report to do.
Blah.
Ciao!
-Angie

the resolution

yeah; if you noticed my current profile pic, it's freaking hilarious.
sorta.
anyways, MEDIA UPDATE!
Flawless at Fifteen: Yay. Not. I haven't been able to work a lot on it lately. COUGHGEOMETRYCOUGH
Fruit Stories: I am hanging my laptop over the Empire State Building; how do you think that's going?
Corrupt A Wish: Same as above.
Got to go anyways
Ciao!
-Angie

i'll hang the sun above your head

hey, it's saturday. i have homework, but i don't want to do it. but i have to anyways if i want to pass english.
ugh.
so in my state of woe it takes a lot of effort to do something you're supposed to do. has that ever happened to you? have you ever blanked out on a problem that you already knew what the answer was?
sigh anyways; The World Ends With You, if you have not heard of this game I suggest you get onto youtube at this very second and search it up.
I hear a sequel is coming out and I hope that's very true.
not much to say, must work on report.
ciao!
-Angie

it was starting to feel like october

That's Annie Use Your Telescope by -omg, really?- Jack's Mannequin.
sigh. it's the weekend; i should be celebrating. but i'm not. i have...weekend homework. that's just not right okay. especially if its geometry homework. ugh.
anyways; media update:
Chaos and Conflict: still trying to get it out of my laptop; I'm seriously considering throwing my laptop down a well. that's how angry I am at it.
Corrupt A Wish: I had forgotten about this. -shot- so i'll type up a chapter today. hurrah.
Flawless at Fifteen: I'm writing the parts separately so it's a pretty jumbled mess. I'll hand over another preview.
...
OH YEAH! Wow I totally forgot about this:
Fruit Adventure Series: Okay, here's the deal with this one. I have the longest one still not finished; its at about ten pages right now. Go me!

So before I hand over our daily preview...how's school everyone?
Unless your like the Rachel's you're not at school yet ;P
Email me!

Here's our preview:
HALLE CALLOWS lets out a blood curling shriek, her hands attempting to claw out VERONCIA DUSK'S eyes out.
HALLE, with a murderous glint in her eyes: I HATE YOU. You should freaking rot in-
(HALLE is sharply cut off by VERONICA's dark laughter)
VERONICA: You still don't get it. There can only be one ruler. And that would be me if you haven't caught on. Say goodbye to reality dear.
VERONICA stares coldly at HALLE before adjusting her aim; she pulled the trigger.
HALLE lets out one more scream and everything is silenced. VERONICA smiles and turns around to hear...laughter?
HALLE: (stands up, staring regally at VERONICA) You really thought you could get rid of me that easily? Please; you're more pathetic than my fan-club.
VERONICA's eyes widened and begins to stammer incoherent words.
VERONICA: But but! You're supposed to be dead!
-
Yay!
sorry; this script is super insane.
anyways, have fun on your weekends; I know i won't! ;)

another boring pop song

Jack's Mannequin is amazing. But I have Death Cab for Cutie on my current music obsessions.
Go me.
And All Time Low; Weightless=Love.
But I have Geometry homework to get to >_>
not so fun.
i met a cult today. pretty exciting experience. they like purple, littering, and call random people during lunch leaving them a song.
yeahhh.
okay; another Flawless at Fifteen preview thrown at ya because I have nothing better to do.

-6:00 pm; The Grove, West Los Angeles.
HALLE CALLOWS turns around, seeing the shadow of the all too familiar VERONICA DUSK.
VERONICA, while glaring icily at HALLE begins to speak: Took you long enough. What about our deal?
HALLE scoffs at VERONICA's remark: The deal you made null and void the moment you stepped on campus. Your social life is screwed Veronica.
VERONICA, smiles slightly: I can end your life right now Halle, I wouldn't say things I don't mean. Dear; it might cost you your life.

---
Yeah. I'm not even half-way done thanks to a load of homework from my lovely (NOT) teachers. But I'm also working on a fan-fiction so that might explain....
Anyways; I'm done rambling.
It's odd being back at school. High School is a....
yeah.
It's not so bad if you have friends. Sorta. Mornings are catastrophic thanks to the fact you can't find anyone. Ugh.
I need to get into Biology Honors; it's not fun hanging out with normal Sophomores, dumb Juniors, or really sad sad sad Seniors.
No offense to them. Just pass Biology already.
I hate the class even when the real work hasn't started yet; I have reached a new level of PATHETIC.
I'm going to go jam out to Jack's kay?
ciao! (SYDNEY YOU GOODBYE LINE STEALER!!!!)
-Angie

ohmigawd, another twilight addict.

annoyed by twilight. in general. going to school with people only talking about that subject can get tiring.
and i havent even gone to school yet.
that's a new level of all time low.
who by the way i've been listening to. yay.
but seriously, what captivates people by Twilight? it's over advertised and I have no idea what the charm was in the book. -_-
is there anyone out there that can give me a well rounded argument on what they like about Twilight?
if there is I want to know.
well, bye.
I have a script to work on.
-Angie

Preview for Flawless at Fifteen

Now that I have my HS schedule I can work on this in peace. xD
Anyways...
Here's a preview for my script yay!

-7:50, first bell rings as students shuffle away toward their respective classes. HALLE CALLOWS struts in, giving the other students a short glance before flipping her brown hair, staring straight ahead. She arrives at her locker and opens it without a problem.
GISELLE DE LA CRUZ hurries in after her.
GISELLE, while twirling her fire engine red hair absentmindly: Halle! Where have you been all week! The teachers are asking questions and they aren't so happy!
HALLE, roll her eyes and shuts her locker door loudly: Does it matter?
GISELLE: I think it matters. I don't want to graduate high school as the cover girl!
HALLE, perplexed and raises her eyebrow: Cover girl?
GISELLE, shaking head: Girl who covered for her friend.
HALLE: Right...well you know- HALLE is cut off by the entrance of another student.
GISELLE: Who the heck is that?? GISELLE sounds shocked and a little envious.
ENTERING THE SCENE IS VERONICA DUSK, fifteen, supermodel tall, with midnight black hair, blue shining off the florescent lights. VERONICA walks in, unfazed by GISELLE's staring.
VERONICA, bumping into GISELLE: Get out of my way, loser. VERONICA shoves GISELLE out of the way, HALLE fumes at the coolness oozing out of the new girl.
HALLE: Giselle, let's move.

So yep!
Besides that not a lot is going on, my cellphone has a red star on it; this a fact you needed to know.
Ciao!
-Angie

pen is just a form of experssion

I have a tattoo! A pen tattoo! It's really pretty, it's a star on my right ankle.
Anyways: Movie updates.
Flawless at Fifteen follows the story of Halle Callows, a fifteen year old at Amaraylis Prep Academy, a boarding school on the west coast. She's your average girl, some imperfections and a whole lot of attitude.
Everything changes though when a new transfer from the Upper East Side decides to dethrone Halle from her Queen Bee status.
Her name is Veronica Dusk; and she knows her way through a battlefield.
Game, Set, Match.
Who's going to win this one?

I'm excited with the script, it's pretty much awesome. I've been reading a lot of books on how writer's made it big so I'm psyched. xD
I don't have a lot more to say except that I'm tired. So yeah. Byee!

Sometimes Goodbye Is A Second Chance

Shinedown is a good Writer's Block cure. I really recommend their music. So I was sitting outside on my swinging chair and I gave the backyard a real good look. I sighed and thought 'Why am I here again?'. This thought has been creeping into my head for a while now. Why am I here?
So I wrote something to go with it.

I look at the grass, green as can be and ask
is it really greener on the other side?
I look at the sky, cerulean blue,
can looks deceive too?
I look back at my notebook, pages flying astray
but a pair of wings keep from flying away.
I pick up the paper and raise my head.
How did this get there? I decided to shake it off
I put the wings in my hand.
Whispers appear in my head, sometimes
life is something you dread
but when it's seen in black and white
you can see what you missed last
time.

Yeah...
Angie Over and Out.

When The World Stops Spinning.

Once Upon A Time...
Haven't you heard that quote too many times?

- editing later.