reality glitch

It was pouring rain, regret fades, on the day you told me I was insane.
The sting didn't hurt, but the repercussion still trembles
I am sitting in a room, a windowless room, numbed pain
Eyes glassy, tears dry. Words mumbled into the sky
Hourly check ups, my brain doesn't need a check-up
I'm sane, I'm sane.
I need to hear you say that.

I have decided to take upon myself an oath of silence.
A worthless piece of me screams injustice.
Glass shatters, people die, I guess I wasn't worth your time.

Mouth shut I want to scream.
I want to so desperately
My eyes need to roll back
I need to leave this place
A place I would never call home.
Maybe a prison?
Inmates have a better life that I
You broke your promises
I broke your face.

I have decided to take upon myself an oath of silence.
A worthless piece of me screams injustice.
Glass shatters, people die, I guess I wasn't worth your time.

A tunnel suffocates me
What an interesting way to die.
Right when you can see the end of the light.

The light is blinding, so much like the old me.
A faded reflection stares at me, through the broken mirror.
Death's bony hand brushes her shoulder as she holds back her screams.

I have decided to take upon myself an oath of silence.
A worthless piece of me screams injustice.
Glass shatters, people die, I guess I wasn't worth your time.

I guess I wasn't worth your time, here, right now,
the rain is still pouring. The regret hasn't washed away.
As you spend your sleepless nights in a white room
Numbed pain soothes you.
She told you you were insane.
I guess you weren't worth her time.

(:

there's something about him that makes me smile.
he's simply so insane
i'm clearly sleep deprived
in my un-caffienated haze.
to fall for a boy with ice blue eyes.
he's so mesmerizing.
<3
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-Angie

hush hush

pictures are yummy. (:


zero kiryuu from vampire knight. he's the only reason i got to chapter fifty-five.

owl city with his super hot beanie on.

hope and vanille from final fantasy

...i like pictures.

once upon a time

I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye...
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I AM RIDICULOUSLY PISSED OFF AT THE MOMENT.
Welcome to complaining with Angie~!
*insert cheering here*
I am throughly pissed off for the following reasons:
One) Birth by Sleep is coming on September 7th, 2010.
Two) That said, I CANNOT PLAY IT DURING MY SUMMER VACATION.
Three) I want to read volume five of 'Alice in the Country of Hearts' also known as 'Heart No Kuni No Alice'.
Four) I have no idea what I'm going to do with my hair for formal tomorrow.
Five) I want to read 'Shadow Kiss' by Richelle Mead. Now.
Six) I need to update my iPod, but I can't find my USB cable.
Alright, done complaining.
Anyways, ...WAIT.
Seven) Stupid Tyler.
There.
Done.
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yeah.

*simple and clean*
-Angie

the odyssey involves a lot of murder. great.

So, we're about to read 'The Odyssey' by Homer and I'm actually excited about the entire thing.
I just started listening to 'August Burns Red'. *looks around suspiciously* Not just because someone recommended it to me. Nope. I miraculously found them...in my facebook messages.
:P
Whatever, I'm crazy. I like their song Marinas Trench. That's pretty much it. The scream more than Underoath and Killswitch Engage combined. That's a lot of screaming. Fun.
Anyways, I have to finish my Greek Newspaper. I am currently trying to achieve Arête.
I bet you don't know what that means.
Hah. I win, you lose.
*simple and clean*
-Angie

there's a place off of ocean avenue.

we were both sixteen and it felt so right <3
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I am very pissed off at how he acts like Friday never happened. Like he wasn't about to kiss me.
The loser.
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Or once again, maybe I'm over exaggerating.
Ugh, I can never tell. I'm insane.
I have to finish my newspaper article, but haha, I won't until I get my interviews tomorrow and on thursday. fun fun.
i hate dreaming. really, my dreams are really f-ed up. there's some dreams that i really want to come true, and they get me so annoyed because i know they won't.
and he's been in my dreams for a while now, and i can't kick him out. xP
i haven't written anything in a while. i just don't have the time, energy, or need to.
but i WANT to. that's the stupid part
i need to go to wal-mart and buy a sexy black tie for my uniform. filming tomorrow. maybe i'll get the sims2: university life while I'm at it.
DON'T get the sims2, people.
you'll get addicted and end up being a hermit in los angeles, living in a posh apartment right across Pinkberry.
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now that I mention it, that doesn't sound too bad. okay. i've decided what i want to do with my life!
i also want to hunt down Quin Rose for now giving me Volume 5 of my favorite manga everrr.
yay Ace, yay Blood Dupre!
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i have mix CDs to make.
excuse me.
XD
Who's heard my current voicemail? It's amazing. You should call me.
*simple and clean*
-Angie

my sanctuary

you decide.
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anyhow, my day today was freaking amazing.
okay, not really. i have math, english, and newspaper homework. i also have to draw an awesome picture of my future bar/teen club 'animals'.
ROTFL.
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yeah, as you can see my life is insane at the moment. wait, today was amazing, how can it be insane?
because i was THISCLOSE to having my first kiss.
holy shiz.
i don't know...
i mean, maybe i'm over-reading to what he did...
i mean, he gave me a high five and a hug...then the eye-lock thing...and then...
i let go.
i mean, it was the type of hug you don't want to let go from.
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wow. it was like those movie hugs.
XD and he's like, four inches taller than me, so that was interesting.
ANYWAYS.
-shakes head-
i have lot to do this weekend, but knowing me, i will do my drawing first and everything else on sunday~ yay!
actually, sunday night because it's mother's day and i'm taking mi madre to lunch a olive garden.
yay~!
LOL.
today's song of the day is anything from the kingdom hearts 2 soundtrack.
and the 358/2 soundtrack.
my favorites are roxas and xion's themes.
<3333
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OH. another thing, I'M TIRED.
XD
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i had something really important to say, but i forgot.
rachel leah lime yorke, if you read this, call me. XD just because.
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ACE AND BORIS! :D :D :D :D

Julius and Ace. <33
OH. AND FINALLY: Boris
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oh, and a tamaki and kyoya from ouran high school host club cameo.


don't they look ADORABLE? XD
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okay, enough pictures.
PEACE!
*simple and clean*
-Angie

silence

rachel lynn lemon frost, if you read this, you better text me. i haven't talked to you in an eternity.
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alright, i'm an insane mexican. really. i have to finish my geometry homework, but can't because i'm too distracted by the gossip girl soundtrack, blood dupre, and my other rachie.
okay, i told rachie that i was going to do my homework, but as you can see, i'm not.
that's kind of bad.
last friday i realized how much i say 'anyways' i like, abuse the word. just like the word 'like'. sorry, it's my californian accent. can't stop it.
XD
as i was saying, if you have time, listen to the gossip girl soundtrack. that's the most amazing thing i've heard.
in a while.
actually imogen heap's ellipse beats it.
...ANYWAYS.
see, there it is again.
;/ i need to write some of a script. i'm like, dying from homework overload. it doesn't help. At all.
i hope rachel lynn comes to clovis east with me. i doubt that though.
...uh, enjoy this random picture of blood dupre?

hot, right?
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my throat hurts and i have 'rage awakened'; which is the most amazing birth by sleep song EVER; in my head.
you should also listen to the birth by sleep soundtrack.
i'll be playing bbs all summer, on my lawn chair.
yeah. that sounds heavenly.
*simple and clean*
<3
Angie

status quo

i need to go to the library and pick up the third book for 'a girl like moi'. wow, seventh grade. good times, good times.
i'm really tired, it's 10:03 PM. that's not that bad considering i've been falling asleep at about 11 every night ever since i moved into my brother's room.
ugh, stupid nick jr. it annoys the living crap out of me.
i love borders. i really really really do. i could freaking live there and die happy. i just realized how out of it i've been when it comes to reading. i missed like, seven million books that i'll read again.
wow.
i love books.
if i could have one thing, it would be my very own borders.
yes.
<3
um, anyways, i should post something intelligent.
but i won't.
*simple and clean*
-angie