What am I good at?
I have compiled a list:
1) Being arrogant.
2) Being selfish.
3) Being rude, disrespctful, and downright awful.
4) Being self-centered.
5) Yelling.
6) Ignoring people.
7) Being ingrateful.
8) Being a terrible friend.
9) Being indescive.
10) Falling in love with at the wrong moment.
11) Ignoring the positive. - Jesse
12) Picking backgrounds that make your blogs hard to read. - Jesse
13) Surprising me>turning me on. Platonically. -Jesse
14) Making me laugh so hard I pee my pants, cry, or both half way. - Rachel Yorke
You can add to the list, if you would like. I'm not having a good day and I'm not excited about my birthday anymore.
-Angie
Friday, October 29, 2010
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
treading water, just to keep from slipping under
And she wonders where she's supposed to be.
-
I have realized my love for Superchic[k] runs deeper that water. I remember sixth and seventh grade when I was completely addicted.
Now, you can say I'm a complete loser for turning to secular music. Okay, not really. What I'm saying is...that I feel like a worse person today than I did back then.
You probably have no idea what I'm babbling about. Which is fine. I have decided to break it done into simpler terms. I've picked up a habit of using rather large and complex words in my sentences, thanks to Debate.
I think I'm not going back to that class next year. Mmm. Who knows?
Ah, yes. Where was I? Oh. I feel worse now because I feel like I've been too orientated with the crap that's happening in my life, rather than focusing on the positive. Jesus and I have been chatting, and I think it's time that I stop thinking about the Boy of the Year and start spreading His Word out.
Yes, Boy of the Year. As with Angela-tradition, there will be a boy that I am completely head over heels for. Said-boy will implant himself in my life for a year or so (Tyler was an exception- he managed to stay in my head for a year and half, or more) and I will suddenly decide to attempt to get over them and write a book about it. The end.
It's depressing, really. Especially when my resolve breaks so easily. I hate it.
Boy of the year is a Debate/Forensics kid now. He likes a girl that I don't know. I don't even like this boy. I mean, I barely know him...but it was just one look.
Just one look made me fall. I don't even think he knows my name.
...my birthday is right around the corner.
-Angie
-
I have realized my love for Superchic[k] runs deeper that water. I remember sixth and seventh grade when I was completely addicted.
Now, you can say I'm a complete loser for turning to secular music. Okay, not really. What I'm saying is...that I feel like a worse person today than I did back then.
You probably have no idea what I'm babbling about. Which is fine. I have decided to break it done into simpler terms. I've picked up a habit of using rather large and complex words in my sentences, thanks to Debate.
I think I'm not going back to that class next year. Mmm. Who knows?
Ah, yes. Where was I? Oh. I feel worse now because I feel like I've been too orientated with the crap that's happening in my life, rather than focusing on the positive. Jesus and I have been chatting, and I think it's time that I stop thinking about the Boy of the Year and start spreading His Word out.
Yes, Boy of the Year. As with Angela-tradition, there will be a boy that I am completely head over heels for. Said-boy will implant himself in my life for a year or so (Tyler was an exception- he managed to stay in my head for a year and half, or more) and I will suddenly decide to attempt to get over them and write a book about it. The end.
It's depressing, really. Especially when my resolve breaks so easily. I hate it.
Boy of the year is a Debate/Forensics kid now. He likes a girl that I don't know. I don't even like this boy. I mean, I barely know him...but it was just one look.
Just one look made me fall. I don't even think he knows my name.
...my birthday is right around the corner.
-Angie
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
these faulty relationships
“I think human beings make life beautiful. There's a lot of beauty in everything. I think what makes life beautiful is the ability to acknowledge that.”
So, that's my new life quote. I love Andrew McMahon, because besides Jesus and Lacey Mosley-Sturm, he's my hero. I love the quote because it's true.
Did I mention that McMahon also had leukemia? His legacy is what really astounds me; it's the fact that he survived the battle- that my cousin Danny didn't- that makes me feel...I don't know, connected to this stranger. I only know his music, but the music, dear God, the music.
I don't know. I'm weird. My birthday is coming up. I honestly do not care anymore. I understand that on Sunday it will be the day I turn fifteen and I will have lived on this Earth for fifteen years but who cares? It's not like anyone will be there. It's not like I'll be able to enjoy it. The people that want to be there can't because of other commitments, and I haven't even bought my costume yet. I'm going through issues right now and...I'm just not excited anymore.
I think I'm going to go to the trick or treat session with my Forensics team. That team is starting to feel like my extended family. There's some amazing kids on that team that I'm blessed to have met.
In other areas of my life, it's almost November. I need to go to Michael's and buy some shirts because NaNoWriMo is right around the corner. Saro needs her shirt, I need my shirt, and I'll make a third shirt for some other poor individual who needs a team shirt for this insane event.
I have a Speech tournament on the 9th and that will be entertaining.
Music wise, I'm listening Neon Trees and Enrique Iglesias. 0_0
Writing wise, I have no idea what I'm doing.
-Angie
PS: I love you.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
leave all your love and your longing behind
It's rare when a song is used as a blog title twice.
Scratch that, I have not done that up until today. Today, marks the day I have used 'Dog Days Are Over' by Florence + The Machine twice.
The thing is, that this song gives Annie by Safetysuit a run for it's money in the contest of being my theme song. I've associated myself with the song Annie because besides So I Thought by Flyleaf, it relays my life in a three minute + song.
Many of you must be wondering one of the following:
"Where did Teenage Gamer go?!"
"Why does Angie complain about life so much?"
"Is there a special reason why this girl is obsessed with Alice in Wonderland?"
"Why the hell do people use plaques as coasters?!"
Okay, well, the last question is what I'm wondering. Stupid Ramuel and his cult of followers.
Here are my answers:
1) Teenage Gamer was actually my favorite title for this blog. It was so very...me=like, you know? I changed it because I felt like I had to. My mind is teeming with new blog titles and I don't want to make a new blog every other day so I change my blog titles. I usually narrow it down to two names I'll use per year, so expect Queen of Wonderland here for a while.
2) I totally don't complain about life whatsoever. Actually, I'm trying to cut down on the complaining. It's not working, isn't it? At least I have one issue of complaint done and over with. Today marks the day where Angela Lisbeth Starfuit got over Tyler.
Hurrah.
3) I'm not obsessed with Alice in Wonderland. It's actually one of my favorite literary classics and I grew up with the Disney version. I relate to the issues Alice faces in the novel, the books, and whatever so that's how it rolls.
Plus, I like thinking I'm Queen of something. Most of the time I'm either the Queen of Wonderland or the Queen of Nothing and Everything.
It's fun.
(Or I've gone mad.)
4) As for the coaster and plaques, the reason I'm so hung up about that is that I haven't won anything from these past three tournaments. It's depressing, yes, but I've gotten a personal punching bag out of it. My right hook needs to be in tip-top condition.
On another note: I feel like Jesus is teaching me something through my failures. He's teaching me that I need to try harder and that if I put my mind to it and that I remember to give Him thanks that because of Him I'm able to compete, that I will finally win.
I think I'm finally learning that lesson. (Basically, He's telling me to stop whining about my bruised pride and to kick intellectual butt in His name. Just kidding. That would be bad.)
I've been listening to a lot of music lately. Besides Hatsune Miku and Kagamine Len and Rin, I've been listening to Lily, Le Roux, Florence + The Machine, Architecture in Helsinki, and my daily dosage of Jack's Mannequin and Flyleaf.
I love music. It's amazing. It really is.
I think I feel neglected by my friends. That sounds selfish, but sometimes, I don't know if simply wanting something for myself is selfish. Oh, the complicated stuff of life.
I'm going to go do my homework now.
-Angie
Scratch that, I have not done that up until today. Today, marks the day I have used 'Dog Days Are Over' by Florence + The Machine twice.
The thing is, that this song gives Annie by Safetysuit a run for it's money in the contest of being my theme song. I've associated myself with the song Annie because besides So I Thought by Flyleaf, it relays my life in a three minute + song.
Many of you must be wondering one of the following:
"Where did Teenage Gamer go?!"
"Why does Angie complain about life so much?"
"Is there a special reason why this girl is obsessed with Alice in Wonderland?"
"Why the hell do people use plaques as coasters?!"
Okay, well, the last question is what I'm wondering. Stupid Ramuel and his cult of followers.
Here are my answers:
1) Teenage Gamer was actually my favorite title for this blog. It was so very...me=like, you know? I changed it because I felt like I had to. My mind is teeming with new blog titles and I don't want to make a new blog every other day so I change my blog titles. I usually narrow it down to two names I'll use per year, so expect Queen of Wonderland here for a while.
2)
Hurrah.
3) I'm not obsessed with Alice in Wonderland. It's actually one of my favorite literary classics and I grew up with the Disney version. I relate to the issues Alice faces in the novel, the books, and whatever so that's how it rolls.
Plus, I like thinking I'm Queen of something. Most of the time I'm either the Queen of Wonderland or the Queen of Nothing and Everything.
It's fun.
(Or I've gone mad.)
4) As for the coaster and plaques, the reason I'm so hung up about that is that I haven't won anything from these past three tournaments. It's depressing, yes, but I've gotten a personal punching bag out of it. My right hook needs to be in tip-top condition.
On another note: I feel like Jesus is teaching me something through my failures. He's teaching me that I need to try harder and that if I put my mind to it and that I remember to give Him thanks that because of Him I'm able to compete, that I will finally win.
I think I'm finally learning that lesson. (Basically, He's telling me to stop whining about my bruised pride and to kick intellectual butt in His name. Just kidding. That would be bad.)
I've been listening to a lot of music lately. Besides Hatsune Miku and Kagamine Len and Rin, I've been listening to Lily, Le Roux, Florence + The Machine, Architecture in Helsinki, and my daily dosage of Jack's Mannequin and Flyleaf.
I love music. It's amazing. It really is.
I think I feel neglected by my friends. That sounds selfish, but sometimes, I don't know if simply wanting something for myself is selfish. Oh, the complicated stuff of life.
I'm going to go do my homework now.
-Angie
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
it's no wonder, really
Quick Survey~!
Cinderella:
[ ] One of your parents is dead
[ ] You are expected to do a lot of chores
[x] You love to dress up
[ ] You love animals
[ ] You are waiting patiently for your Prince Charming
[ ] Your mom is really strict
[ ] That's just because she got knocked up
[x] You have sisters who seem kind of jealous of you
[ ] You're afraid to speak your mind sometimes
[ ] You have left your shoes at a friends house before.
[ ] You have blond hair
TOTAL: 2
Belle (Beauty And The Beast):
[ ] You've kissed someone your friends didn't like
[ ] You've been lost in the forest
[x] You love to read
[x] You are not shy at all, and not afraid to speak your mind
[ ] One of your family members is a bit weird
[ ] You have done volunteer work
[x] You have a wild imagination
[ ] You love to take care of people in need
[x] You've had guys like you only because they think you're pretty
[x] You've rejected at least one person when they've asked you out
TOTAL: 5
Jasmine (Aladdin):
[ ] Your dad is VERY rich
[ ] You are very clever
[ ] You've been with someone way different from you
[x] You're unique and different from everyone else
[x] You'd never marry someone just because they were rich
[ ] You have set a lot of goals for yourself
[ ] You don't have a lot of (good) friends
[x] You're independent
[ ] You are wealthy
[ ] Your parents try to control your life
TOTAL: 3
Ariel (The Little Mermaid):
[x] Your parents expect a lot from you
[x] You really try to follow the rules, but it's hard for you
[ ] You're a bit of a trouble maker
[ ] You're the youngest in your family
[ ] You have a lot of sisters.
[ ] You collect something
[ ] You have/had long, red hair
[x] You have/had a pet fish
[ ] You're extremely curious
[ ] You believe everything people tell you/you're a bit gullible
TOTAL: 3
Snow White:
[ ] You know that you're beautiful.
[ ] Sometimes it seems like your mom is jealous of you
[x] You're almost been killed
[ ] You have at least seven good friends
[ ] You've had food poisoning
[ ] You have/had short hair
[ ] You get along with almost everyone
[x] All of your friends are different
[x] You love to have a good time
[ ] You're happier when you're out of the house than in
TOTAL: 3
Mulan:
[ ] You can be a tomboy sometimes.
[ ] People wish you could be a bit more girly
[x] You've pretended to be someone you're not
[x] You've had a physical fight with someone
[ ] You have/had considered running away from home
[ ] Your parents try to plan your life out
[ ] A lot of your friends are boys
[ ] You sometimes find yourself in bad situations
[x] You love your family so much that you'd do anything to protect them
TOTAL: 3
Aurora (Sleeping Beauty):
[ ] You live/have lived with someone other than your parents
[ ] You almost died at a very young age
[ ] You are gentle, loving, and/or thoughtful
[x] You have a decent singing voice
[ ] You like to sleep in late on the weekends
[ ] You spend most of your time outside
[ ] You're adopted
[ ] You're very romantic
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors
TOTAL: 1
Pocahontas:
[x] You love to walk around and explore big cities
[ ] You are more spiritual than religious
[ ] You've been in an interracial relationship
[x] One of your family members is dead
[x] Your parents are very protective of you
[ ] Someone you know has been in war
[ ] You love nature
[x] You have/had black hair
[ ] You would love to move somewhere exotic and beautiful
[ ] You're very adventurous
TOTAL: 4
TinkerBell (Peter Pan):
[x] You get jealous easily
[ ] You loved your childhood
[x] You like to fly
[ ] You believe in magic
[ ] You're 5'2 or under
[ ] You hate pirates
[ ] You love sparkles
[x] People underestimate you
[x] You get angry easily
[ ] You have/had a treehouse
TOTAL: 4
Alice (Alice In Wonderland):
[ ] You have/had a pet rabbit(s)
[x] You love to play cards
[x] You constantly know the time
[x ] You get in sticky situations
[x] You have been to court
[x ] You have fallen asleep while doing homework
[x] You have had a tea party
[x ] You love hats
[x] You are constantly lost
[x] You know how to play croquet
TOTAL: 9 (why isn't this surprising? XD)
Meg (Hercules):
[ ] Your boyfriend is strong
[ ] You have gotten involved with the wrong people before
[x] You are very convincing
[x] You have fallen in love before
[x] You have had your heartbroken
[x] You love Greek mythology
[x] You lie sometimes
[ ] You pretend to be someone you're not
[x] You have been used
[x] Purple is one of your favourite colours
TOTAL: 7
So, basically, I'm a mixture of Meg and Alice. Sweet.
On other things, besides my affinity for the girl from Wonderland and the girl who can sing, I have to go buy my computer charger because I have to finish my debate cases tonight.
Unless I want to die via McCoy. That would be bad. I'm tired and I have -ERROR by Vocaloid Lily stuck in my head. Those chords are BEAUTIFUL, I TELL YOU.
Okay, I'm done.
-Angie
Cinderella:
[ ] One of your parents is dead
[ ] You are expected to do a lot of chores
[x] You love to dress up
[ ] You love animals
[ ] You are waiting patiently for your Prince Charming
[ ] Your mom is really strict
[ ] That's just because she got knocked up
[x] You have sisters who seem kind of jealous of you
[ ] You're afraid to speak your mind sometimes
[ ] You have left your shoes at a friends house before.
[ ] You have blond hair
TOTAL: 2
Belle (Beauty And The Beast):
[ ] You've kissed someone your friends didn't like
[ ] You've been lost in the forest
[x] You love to read
[x] You are not shy at all, and not afraid to speak your mind
[ ] One of your family members is a bit weird
[ ] You have done volunteer work
[x] You have a wild imagination
[ ] You love to take care of people in need
[x] You've had guys like you only because they think you're pretty
[x] You've rejected at least one person when they've asked you out
TOTAL: 5
Jasmine (Aladdin):
[ ] Your dad is VERY rich
[ ] You are very clever
[ ] You've been with someone way different from you
[x] You're unique and different from everyone else
[x] You'd never marry someone just because they were rich
[ ] You have set a lot of goals for yourself
[ ] You don't have a lot of (good) friends
[x] You're independent
[ ] You are wealthy
[ ] Your parents try to control your life
TOTAL: 3
Ariel (The Little Mermaid):
[x] Your parents expect a lot from you
[x] You really try to follow the rules, but it's hard for you
[ ] You're a bit of a trouble maker
[ ] You're the youngest in your family
[ ] You have a lot of sisters.
[ ] You collect something
[ ] You have/had long, red hair
[x] You have/had a pet fish
[ ] You're extremely curious
[ ] You believe everything people tell you/you're a bit gullible
TOTAL: 3
Snow White:
[ ] You know that you're beautiful.
[ ] Sometimes it seems like your mom is jealous of you
[x] You're almost been killed
[ ] You have at least seven good friends
[ ] You've had food poisoning
[ ] You have/had short hair
[ ] You get along with almost everyone
[x] All of your friends are different
[x] You love to have a good time
[ ] You're happier when you're out of the house than in
TOTAL: 3
Mulan:
[ ] You can be a tomboy sometimes.
[ ] People wish you could be a bit more girly
[x] You've pretended to be someone you're not
[x] You've had a physical fight with someone
[ ] You have/had considered running away from home
[ ] Your parents try to plan your life out
[ ] A lot of your friends are boys
[ ] You sometimes find yourself in bad situations
[x] You love your family so much that you'd do anything to protect them
TOTAL: 3
Aurora (Sleeping Beauty):
[ ] You live/have lived with someone other than your parents
[ ] You almost died at a very young age
[ ] You are gentle, loving, and/or thoughtful
[x] You have a decent singing voice
[ ] You like to sleep in late on the weekends
[ ] You spend most of your time outside
[ ] You're adopted
[ ] You're very romantic
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors
TOTAL: 1
Pocahontas:
[x] You love to walk around and explore big cities
[ ] You are more spiritual than religious
[ ] You've been in an interracial relationship
[x] One of your family members is dead
[x] Your parents are very protective of you
[ ] Someone you know has been in war
[ ] You love nature
[x] You have/had black hair
[ ] You would love to move somewhere exotic and beautiful
[ ] You're very adventurous
TOTAL: 4
TinkerBell (Peter Pan):
[x] You get jealous easily
[ ] You loved your childhood
[x] You like to fly
[ ] You believe in magic
[ ] You're 5'2 or under
[ ] You hate pirates
[ ] You love sparkles
[x] People underestimate you
[x] You get angry easily
[ ] You have/had a treehouse
TOTAL: 4
Alice (Alice In Wonderland):
[ ] You have/had a pet rabbit(s)
[x] You love to play cards
[x] You constantly know the time
[x ] You get in sticky situations
[x] You have been to court
[x ] You have fallen asleep while doing homework
[x] You have had a tea party
[x ] You love hats
[x] You are constantly lost
[x] You know how to play croquet
TOTAL: 9 (why isn't this surprising? XD)
Meg (Hercules):
[ ] Your boyfriend is strong
[ ] You have gotten involved with the wrong people before
[x] You are very convincing
[x] You have fallen in love before
[x] You have had your heartbroken
[x] You love Greek mythology
[x] You lie sometimes
[ ] You pretend to be someone you're not
[x] You have been used
[x] Purple is one of your favourite colours
TOTAL: 7
So, basically, I'm a mixture of Meg and Alice. Sweet.
On other things, besides my affinity for the girl from Wonderland and the girl who can sing, I have to go buy my computer charger because I have to finish my debate cases tonight.
Unless I want to die via McCoy. That would be bad. I'm tired and I have -ERROR by Vocaloid Lily stuck in my head. Those chords are BEAUTIFUL, I TELL YOU.
Okay, I'm done.
-Angie
Friday, October 8, 2010
wonderland's final queen, part one
The girl fell down the rabbit's hole, screaming obscenities at the higher beings that ruled over her miserable life. It must have been Karma, not pleased by her lack of morales, who decided to punish the princess of the sky.
Well, she was falling and falling was all she knew.
Hitting the floor sent a jolt through her spine, the ear-splitting /crack/ that resounded in the empty room gave her a headache.
The room was circular; that was the first thing she noticed. The second thing she noticed was her bleeding arm, adorned with scrapes and bruises.
"...ugh."
-
a/n: i'll edit it later.
Well, she was falling and falling was all she knew.
Hitting the floor sent a jolt through her spine, the ear-splitting /crack/ that resounded in the empty room gave her a headache.
The room was circular; that was the first thing she noticed. The second thing she noticed was her bleeding arm, adorned with scrapes and bruises.
"...ugh."
-
a/n: i'll edit it later.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
the dog days are over
Florence + The Machine. A band I would be listening to if my computer charger wasn't broken. I'm actually pretty sad about that because:
a) I can't type up any new stories.
b) I can't update my iPod
c) I have to wait until my birthday to get a new laptop.
Sigh. Oh well. Anyhow, I want to mention, to some mysterious rich benefactor, that I would like a Wacom Tablet for my birthday. Yes. Send it to my PO Box.
...kidding. I don't want any stalkers. I already have a lot.
So, today, I attended World History-passed notes with Scott as we contemplated the meaning of life as we took Industrial Revolution notes-, Algebra 2 Honors-whose homework I must complete...right now-, and Debate.
Dear heavens, I don't even want to talk about Debate right now. All I know is that I have a Speech Tournament on Saturday and I'm scared out of my wits. Can I please not go? Please? I'll even eat asparagus. You know how much I hate asparagus.
Um, besides that. My goal for October is to be featured on TV Tropes. I'm not kidding.
I hope you all have a pleasant Friday. Mine will be hectic. Hurrah.
-Angie
a) I can't type up any new stories.
b) I can't update my iPod
c) I have to wait until my birthday to get a new laptop.
Sigh. Oh well. Anyhow, I want to mention, to some mysterious rich benefactor, that I would like a Wacom Tablet for my birthday. Yes. Send it to my PO Box.
...kidding. I don't want any stalkers. I already have a lot.
So, today, I attended World History-passed notes with Scott as we contemplated the meaning of life as we took Industrial Revolution notes-, Algebra 2 Honors-whose homework I must complete...right now-, and Debate.
Dear heavens, I don't even want to talk about Debate right now. All I know is that I have a Speech Tournament on Saturday and I'm scared out of my wits. Can I please not go? Please? I'll even eat asparagus. You know how much I hate asparagus.
Um, besides that. My goal for October is to be featured on TV Tropes. I'm not kidding.
I hope you all have a pleasant Friday. Mine will be hectic. Hurrah.
-Angie
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
ignorance
Ignorance is your new best friend.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OH9A6tn_P6g&ob=av2e
So. That's a pretty rad song. Paramore is actually cool. Sort of.
Anyhow. Today, I would like to address the fact that our world is surrounded by idiots. Facebook has it's fair share of them. I'm one of them, as well.
Isn't that simply ah-mazing? Of course not. So, I'm going to go crawl into a hole and feel pathetic about myself. Please, excuse me.
-Angie
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OH9A6tn_P6g&ob=av2e
So. That's a pretty rad song. Paramore is actually cool. Sort of.
Anyhow. Today, I would like to address the fact that our world is surrounded by idiots. Facebook has it's fair share of them. I'm one of them, as well.
Isn't that simply ah-mazing? Of course not. So, I'm going to go crawl into a hole and feel pathetic about myself. Please, excuse me.
-Angie
Friday, October 1, 2010
pretty little liar
She lied, because that's all she knew how to do.
She hated being alone. The feeling of being the only one in the world was suffocating. It crept up on you, with the intentions of murdering.
She didn't want to be killed. That wasn't part of the plan. Her plan involved living, living life to the fullest.
That plan didn't work out so well. Not ever since he left her life, screaming obscenities that resounded in the girl's mind for hours and hours.
No, that plan fell through from the start. What did she expect? She wasn't seven, for God's sake.
There were no princes, no horses, no rides to the hypothetical sunset. Fairy tales were myths. They were for little girls who couldn't fall asleep, and their parents didn't know how to lull them to unconsciousness.
Princesses didn't exist, either. If they did exist, she would've most likely been a princess.
Not the typical princess, per say, but the princess that dies in as a sacrifice to her true love. She would die in a over the top fashion, she would die to save her prince's lover.
Oh, the sheer stupidity of that hurt. It hurt her analytical mind, her shattered heart, and her weary body. It wasn't fair.
It just wasn't fair.
But nothing was fair in this life.
That was a lesson she was finally starting to learn.
She hated being alone. The feeling of being the only one in the world was suffocating. It crept up on you, with the intentions of murdering.
She didn't want to be killed. That wasn't part of the plan. Her plan involved living, living life to the fullest.
That plan didn't work out so well. Not ever since he left her life, screaming obscenities that resounded in the girl's mind for hours and hours.
No, that plan fell through from the start. What did she expect? She wasn't seven, for God's sake.
There were no princes, no horses, no rides to the hypothetical sunset. Fairy tales were myths. They were for little girls who couldn't fall asleep, and their parents didn't know how to lull them to unconsciousness.
Princesses didn't exist, either. If they did exist, she would've most likely been a princess.
Not the typical princess, per say, but the princess that dies in as a sacrifice to her true love. She would die in a over the top fashion, she would die to save her prince's lover.
Oh, the sheer stupidity of that hurt. It hurt her analytical mind, her shattered heart, and her weary body. It wasn't fair.
It just wasn't fair.
But nothing was fair in this life.
That was a lesson she was finally starting to learn.
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