these faulty relationships

“I think human beings make life beautiful. There's a lot of beauty in everything. I think what makes life beautiful is the ability to acknowledge that.”

So, that's my new life quote. I love Andrew McMahon, because besides Jesus and Lacey Mosley-Sturm, he's my hero. I love the quote because it's true.

Did I mention that McMahon also had leukemia? His legacy is what really astounds me; it's the fact that he survived the battle- that my cousin Danny didn't- that makes me feel...I don't know, connected to this stranger. I only know his music, but the music, dear God, the music.

I don't know. I'm weird. My birthday is coming up. I honestly do not care anymore. I understand that on Sunday it will be the day I turn fifteen and I will have lived on this Earth for fifteen years but who cares? It's not like anyone will be there. It's not like I'll be able to enjoy it. The people that want to be there can't because of other commitments, and I haven't even bought my costume yet. I'm going through issues right now and...I'm just not excited anymore.

I think I'm going to go to the trick or treat session with my Forensics team. That team is starting to feel like my extended family. There's some amazing kids on that team that I'm blessed to have met.

In other areas of my life, it's almost November. I need to go to Michael's and buy some shirts because NaNoWriMo is right around the corner. Saro needs her shirt, I need my shirt, and I'll make a third shirt for some other poor individual who needs a team shirt for this insane event.

I have a Speech tournament on the 9th and that will be entertaining.

Music wise, I'm listening Neon Trees and Enrique Iglesias. 0_0

Writing wise, I have no idea what I'm doing.

-Angie

PS: I love you.

OH SAY CAN YOU SEE.

Shut up multiple personalities.
Anyways, hey. I'm listening to Jack's Mannequin and Vampire Weekend. Hmm. I'm also working on Great Expectations. I WILL FINISH IT TODAY, DANG IT.

Just so you know, here's my current birthday wish list. Take a good look at it and do not ask me what I want because this LIST will be updated as the months pass.
For now, here you go:

Alice in the Country of Hearts Cosplay (aka costume)
Both version of Alice in Wonderland
Makeup Kit (Specifically Ammo) from Urban Decay
Apocalyptic Nail Polish Set from Urban Decay
Smashbox Foundation
Rock and Republic Lipgloss in some color that's light pink
Both Jack's Mannequin CDs (I already got them on iTunes but I want them. xD)
Ellipse by Imogen Heap
Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney (DS game)
Alice in the Country of Hearts Manga (Volume 1, 3, 4, and whatever else)
iTunes gift card (any amount)
All 4 Gossip Girl seasons
New Purse/Tote. Don't care what color. As long as it's my style. (Sprint to MetroPark)
Converse Boots
Knee High Socks
A crapload of deLias giftcards. I will love you forever.
...or at least the Los Anjealous Shirt. See Rachel's Blog for more information. xD
SEVEN THOUSAND CARDIGANS.
STRIPED V-NECKS~
a new iPod nano in green.
HEADPHONES/ -->
YEAH.
A typewriter. In blue.
SHOES SHOES SHOES SHOES!111111!!!!
10000000000000000000 bracelets. DeLias please.

So yeah.

Anyways, I'm good now.
So, keep checking back so you can see what you should try to get me for my big FIFTEENTH BIRTHDAY.
That's in a couple of months. ^^
Gotta jet~!
-Angie