she's ripping wings off butterflies, now

Um, wtf?
So...here's a ventilation post. I feel really...out of the loop. I haven't talked to some people in a long time and I feel like I did something wrong to them, I mean...I don't know.
*sigh*
Lemon, if I did something bad, just tell me. I feel bad that you aren't talking to me and I'm a stupid chicken who won't even text you.
All right....I need to do my french project.
-Angie

i just want to be rescued

So, who's ready for Alice in Wonderland's premiere in March? I am! I'm gonna go watch it in IMAX 3D with my two besties. I mean you Rachel and Rachel.
If you don't come, I think I would die.
Kapoof.
Anyways, today I went to work. Tomorrow, I want to go to the mall for the sole reason of buying some stickers and two rings. My LG Xenon is finally coming to me on either Monday or Tuesday, thank the Lord.
I just read the most intense fan-fic in the history of intense fan-fics. It was ridiculous.
Media Update: Can't write. So I resorted to AMVing. Visit my youtube channel~ www.youtube.com/CaliforniaRoyaltyTV
Have you had your fill of Paramore today? You should. I have Miracle stuck in my head, which is lovely.
-Ang

dear nikki;

I believe it was a random day in the torture called 'physical education' when we finally clicked. We were both annoyed at the world that had brought us together. Why now? Why then?
Oh Nikki, I'm now glad that the world hated us both. xD
Was it seventh grade year when we had a common goal? Life had pulled a cheap shot and down we went. I rolled over a hill and ended up leaving during that same year. I continued on in life, leaving the people I knew and love behind. All to play the role of the lonely girl.
You were strong. You stood by my side, listened patiently at my raves and rants. I complained about life at a new school, and wrote you a note, every once in a while.
You deserved more. You left me Christmas cards, and I did nothing. It caused me pain that I had such an amazing friend that I didn't look out for.
I knew you were the bond that held Monique, you and me together. You were the venator. You were the boat that kept our lives together.
I didn't realize that the boat had tipped.
Freshmen year came rolling by. Boys, drama, karma, and life were out to destroy our perfect year.
The roles were reversed. I was suddenly the boat.

Nikki, even when the world comes crashing down, remember that someone out there loves you;
I will always cherish the friendship we have. In my darkest hours you were there for me, without wanting anything in return.
I look at you with such admiration.
I wish that we could go back to the days when we graffited our lunch table with sharpies. When we threw marinera sauce at trees. When we stuck yogurt lids under said table to mark the days that had gone by.

I wish we could go back.

Let's just go back to the days before our world came crashing down,
Nikki.

-angie