I read your blog, Rachel. And I simply and utterly stunned. You are one of the most stable people in the world and you have considered suicide. This makes my life seem much more downer.
When I consider suicide, i first rule out all the painful ways to die. I am a wimp, I know. But hey, I was going to off myself, I want to kill myself in the most unpainful way possible.
Then I remember all the people I would leave behind.
I think of my Lime and my Lemon. Rachel Yorke, I would die happy if I told you how amazing you are today. Rachel Frost, you are an amazing and strong person. Don't you forget it.
My family would be in ruins. My current infatuation would go on living without knowing that I secretly 'loved' him.
Dear Jesus, I pray over each of my precious friends. I love them all and I would never leave them for a stupid thing.
Amen.
ciao.
-Angie
Oh Love, if you had been around 8th grade you could've seen it. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. So don't consider it. Although I think about what it would've been like if things had worked out...
ReplyDeleteAll I can do is shudder when I think about my past.
I love you.
<3 Rachel