Thursday, May 27, 2010

reality glitch

It was pouring rain, regret fades, on the day you told me I was insane.
The sting didn't hurt, but the repercussion still trembles
I am sitting in a room, a windowless room, numbed pain
Eyes glassy, tears dry. Words mumbled into the sky
Hourly check ups, my brain doesn't need a check-up
I'm sane, I'm sane.
I need to hear you say that.

I have decided to take upon myself an oath of silence.
A worthless piece of me screams injustice.
Glass shatters, people die, I guess I wasn't worth your time.

Mouth shut I want to scream.
I want to so desperately
My eyes need to roll back
I need to leave this place
A place I would never call home.
Maybe a prison?
Inmates have a better life that I
You broke your promises
I broke your face.

I have decided to take upon myself an oath of silence.
A worthless piece of me screams injustice.
Glass shatters, people die, I guess I wasn't worth your time.

A tunnel suffocates me
What an interesting way to die.
Right when you can see the end of the light.

The light is blinding, so much like the old me.
A faded reflection stares at me, through the broken mirror.
Death's bony hand brushes her shoulder as she holds back her screams.

I have decided to take upon myself an oath of silence.
A worthless piece of me screams injustice.
Glass shatters, people die, I guess I wasn't worth your time.

I guess I wasn't worth your time, here, right now,
the rain is still pouring. The regret hasn't washed away.
As you spend your sleepless nights in a white room
Numbed pain soothes you.
She told you you were insane.
I guess you weren't worth her time.

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